*Flame Free Friday Confession Time*

I was just thinking about my best friend in high school. A couple years after high school he kind of broke of contact and shafted me a few times when I when to see him. Every once in a while I wonder what the deal was and if maybe our friendship was a bit more one sided than I thought or if he came to just not like me that much. I seriously have no idea, but the way things ended with just a weird ending of contact, and those couple of shafts have always kind of bugged me. My other good friends who we just drifted apart because of distance and circumstance don't bother me, just the way things petered out with him.

I'm going to confess my feelings to the girl I've liked for years soon. I don't know how I'm going to take it if she rejects me.

I really cared about this girl that I haven't seen or talked to in about 7 years. I always felt like I was on some quest to "find" her. Or "find" myself to "find" her. In some way that I wasn't ready as a man or I had to grow to be more successful or become a man of better virtue for her. I haven't been in any relationship or sought any type of romantic relationship in part because of this. Just recently am I growing out of that. So maybe I didn't find what I was looking for but maybe I am finding something else.

People think I am gay because I am not with any girl.

Need to stop jumping to conclusions to damn easily, and be just a little more patient.

i make fun of my friend who is all into harry potter. I love to read but I wouldn't read that because I'm scared I might like it.

I'm in love with xxangel1990xx.

I've never kissed anyone in my life.

never been kissed :(
and because of certain people in my life, I laugh in the face of romance.

I can find something I hate in everyone, even the people I really like.
And I know I'm very far from perfect myself.

i'm only attracted to guys with girlfriends.

My mom just had her baby today. I think I like him, but I feel selfish. I keep wondering how this will affect ME. It's pathetic. I love him, but I am so used to being an only child that I don't know what to think. And I hate our dog. He was a waste of $300 and I kind of want him to be aggressive towards Kevin. He bit a girl walking by once. We have a gate that will separate him from Kevin, but I sort of want his to be psychotically aggressive towards my brother. That would force us to get rid of him. My mom doesn't like him either... but still. Love this question btw, and thanks.

alot of people think I'm a lesbian because me and my best friend are like incredibly close, were sisters basically =] at first it didn't bother me because I had the whole " just ignore it and it will go away" thought in my head, but someone will say it every now and then and it p*sses me off .

i have so much envy for everyone around me it is simply ridiculous.

There is a guy that I really like. I thought he liked me too, but we're both really shy. Neither of us can talk to each other. Since school is almost over I gave it until Friday for either him to say something to me or I would say something to him. When we got to class he never said anything to me so I was going to talk to him, but I chickened out. I couldn't even be in the room with him so I got a pass to leave class. I felt like crying because he didn't say anything so I think he doesn't like me, but he does all these things around me. Monday is our last day before finals and I hope I can say something.

i regret never leaving the house, and just going to a little college right next door to my house..now I have to live by my parents rules, and don't go out..wish I was in a dorm out of this state...partying my ass off without any rules..

it breaks my heart when I tell my boyfriend we should have sex and he tells me no..he makes me feel unwanted, but he is the biggest perve ever...

i hate that my sister is 15 and goes out more than I do and I'm 18..she also has had sex and I still havent!drives me insane!

I wish I could erase the last five years of my life OR just go back in time and make it so that I never met him.

Man, I fricked up when I let myself fall for such an a**hole.

I am addicted to ambien, and I have been for quite sometime.

I know I should get over him, because in the long run it is preventing me from finding "the one" but for some reason I can't...even when I think about him using me for his own gain. I feel ridiculous and oh so stupid...even ashamed of myself. I would even hook up with him and be "the other woman" if the opportunity arose...and secretly that's what I want. How awful does that make me?! I guess you could say that I am going through a pretty immature, selfish stage.

1) I feel like I am too good sometimes. People tend to hurt me a lot and I can't say anything back. I mean, I don't drink, smoke, do drugs or do a scene in parties but I know that being good has its payback in the future.

2) I have this idea of the perfect guy in my head and I tend to put down those who don't fit my ideas.

3) I live in a small city so everything I do is hated by some. Me and my friends are like straight from the girls in the movie 'Mean girls', but without the mean part. We are either hated or loved. I have no idea why.

4) When I was in elementary school, the government set up a contest for some kid in the whole country to meet the president. I got second place out of 500,000 kids. I only got to meet the city's mayor.

everybody thinks I don't use anymore but I recently started smoking weed again and drinking more I don't know what's wrong with me, the worst part is I use my little sister to get my weed from her friends

im too blunt sometimes, and hurt my friends and family without meaning to :(

My confessions..is there a limit?

1) I sucked major balls in my first year of university
2) I sucked major balls in my first year of university and I still have to pay for it
3) I sucked major balls in my fist year of university and I still have to pay for it...but I have no more money
4) I flirt with men who are utterly and completely below me, because they make me feel wanted and loved
5) People say that I'm beautiful/hot/gorgeous all the time. People say I have a great personality all the time...Then why am I still alone?
6) I think it's because men only want me for my body, or they think I look easy
7) But I'm 19 and still a virgin (by choice). You should see their faces when I tell them.
8) I have an eating disorder. Sometimes I eat way too much, sometimes I never eat.
9) Lately I have been eating WAY too much
10) I came home drunk and high a few nights ago and said some pretty mean things to my mum.
11) My mum is my entire universe.
12) I never admit that I've been in love or heartbroken before. Lies. I think my first love was an old friend of mine
13) The friend was a girl, and I am completely straight.
14) We haven't spoken in almost four years, but the ring she gave me...I've never taken it off
15) This is actually making me feel kinda better!
15) But I'm afraid of losing count of all the confessions. So I'm stopping here. I want to be happy today.

I really don't want to live anymore. I'm tired of being a lonely loser.

I'm the reason smith left this site.

I'm beginning to fall for a guy on this site...

1. 10 pounds away from lookin rockin in my bikini. Amazing diet pills and workout :) !
2. Avoided being arrested last night, insane lol
3. I adore this guy, but never get to see him. He's in the military, and it sucks :/
4. I need to find a job, but no ones hiring, it blows.

I'm smoking everyday again even though I promised my boyfriend I wouldn't. I know I shouldn't do it, but it makes me feel better.

And right now all I want is for my best friend to come back home. It doesn't matter that he's a jerk and plays with my emotions. I miss him. And I still love him.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm probably not getting over my trust issues. I think they're actually worse than I even realized to begin with.

And since it's after midnight, it's officially my nephew's first birthday :]
That's not really a confession...I can make it one though: I always thought I would make a terrible mother and never wanted kids, but I've realized in the past year that that's not true. And I feel guilty that it wasn't the same way with my niece just because we're closer in age.

I'm not recovered, I'm just more discreet.

The only reason I didn't try marijuana is because my friend contracted mononucleosis and needed to stay clean for her doctor's appointments. I'm mostly happy about the way things turned out.

I regret not giving a few of the guys I rejected over the years a chance. They were nice enough, and they actually listened to me. They deserved a chance, but I realize I wasn't ready. I'm still not sure I'm ready for any type of committed relationship. I wish them the best.

I can't picture myself old...I'm afraid of getting old. I always saw 18 as this cataclysmic date-like the end of the world. I never thought I'd get this far, and now I'm not sure what to expect.

I am totally in love with I-hendoniste.

Ooook, I have this friend..."friend"... and we have been friends since like the first grade. Well I have this close group of friends and each and every one of them has or has had a problem with her (and the friend from first grade is in my close friends group). We have all gossiped about her behind her back. I do it often with one friend of mine (she's like my gossip buddy) And we say kinda mean things..:( But what we say is all true and I love to gossip about her too even thought I shouldn't...but it's like..she deserves it...I hate how she rubs stuff in my face, it's annoying when she wears tight clothing when her body isn't even that good, (like we have all noticed her flaws, and they are projected more when she wears tight clothing) and I hate how she blames me for stuff behind my back, and she completely embarrasses me from time to time and she can be annoying...ARGGGG...!

I would've rather gone to school to study English but I chose Science because I know that it made my parents happy.

i'm acting happy that my boyfriend decided to join the military when I'm really scared to death about it, but I just want him to be happy and this is what he wants so I don't want to him to know that I'm scared and have him not go because of it

thanks for the question again,

my confession;
1) I found out this week that I'm not as smart as I thought I was, and had some big consequences to deal with because of it
2) my little sister is moving out and I have to act happy about it, when I'm really sad to lose her cause she's like my best friend and I think she is making a totally stupid decision to move in with her boyfriend and his roommate just so her and her Boyfriend can boink like rabbits all day long therefore not excepting the help she could get from the state for being in care if she would just wait a month or two

im starting to think I'm a lesbian and I have been having these thoughts for about two months now. I met a local girl online that is gorgeous and we agreed on casual sex tonight at my place. I don't know what to expect but here I go...

GOSH THIS IS HORRIBLE...I spent money on myself instead of paying a bill...usually don't but it has been like therapy but felt horrible when I got home :(