Why does she have to put my sh*** out there?

She put it there because she's f'n stupid and someone I wouldn't consider a friend. You didn't ask for it and she still puts one in your room and then has the nerve to make an issue about something very personal in front of her boyfriend so he can talk about it to his friends. It's like she's trying to blackmail you. I don't get it!

She's obviously shy. But, from my experience, and TRUST me, you're not alone. But, in our secret girl language (haha you know what i'm talking about girl) she's interested in having group sex with you. The dildo, the boyfriends, it all adds up. But its hard to ask a friend to have sex with you, so this is her way of conveying just that. When she says this is the last time, she means it. She doesn't want you to use the dildo, she wants you to use her and her boyfriends cock. And, back to my experience, go for it. It's definitely worth it. The feeling of having a cock in your pussy and a girl rubbing your clit is an experience you will not forget. let me know what happens.

Maybe she wanted to make herself feel better by embarrassing you. If she sleeps around as much as you say she does then it sounds like she has insecurities about herself. She is probably jealous of you and didn't want her boy toy that was over, looking at or flirting with you. I would let her know how you feel about the whole situation.

Plus a dildo is nothing to be ashamed of. At least you are not putting yourself out there like her and exposing yourself to SDT's. A dildo is a sure fire way NOT to contract HIV. Good luck!!!