Daddy issues?

I don't believe anything is wrong with you in the traditional sense of the word, if at all.

I think you have stated your problem very well in fact. You don't appreciate or enjoy immaturity of any kind. So you feel that older men who do not exhibit immature behavior openly to be more desirable.

I will warn that many men who are older are really no different than young man in terms of what they want. Notice I did not say all.

Older guys are more sophisticated in their approach, and have more experience, and thus are able to use more strategy to "woo" you and end up in bed. Case in point, you refer to your feelings for older men as a crush, not as an interest, like, or attraction.

A crush typically refers to immediate, lustful feelings for a person whom you've had little to no contact with. So where a young guy lacks in charm, it's safe to assume that older men have hit your 'hot' buttons, which is why you are gravitating towards them.

Engaging in relationships with older men means you have to be a little more discerning, becasue they will be able to pump you up and make you feel like things are real, when in actuality they are working things to the bedroom.

However, not all older men think this way, and it is very possible that you meet one who is honest, and does not have an alterior motive in their communication.

I'm just warning you to be wise about what you engage in, because you are entering a world where you really don't have experience, and further do not have experience to match what these guys have. You could meet a really great person, or be lead then the garden path, you have to be cautious.

One thing you can be sure of, though younger men are always looking for sex, at least they are honest about it. The wiser some men get, the more devious they can be.