Have you ever been sexually molested or raped?

Yes it actually happened to me when I was a kid about 8 never really spoke about it up until I found somebody who's been in the same position and he helped me get through it all - most of the reasons why it made me so meek, closed-up and afraid of everything (mostly guys). It actually happened with these two guys who were almost 18 - they molested and raped me, touched me in places I didn't want to be touched and just I guess traumatized me cause every time I would get near a guy I would get this fear rising up within me and would hate every each guy who would take advantage of girls and not just rapists but molesters and overall guys - I just hated them I still have this fear every time a guy stands behind me I'm afraid cause that's how it happened they mostly raped me anally and to take something as me who believed in good things and just destroy all my dreams - I mean I lost all hope - it does make you more be careful out there but it never really changes the fact of what already happened!

I got fondled and touched by my step-uncle. I'm not traumatized by it, but I don't feel comfortable around him. Cannot tell anyone, because no one would believe me. Really! I was 17.