Did a dumb thing, need some advice.
So I was on a trip and I met an awesome guy that treated me and well and we had hour long conversations during the trip. Knowing he had a girlfriend, I asked him to add my on Facebook. He said he never uses Facebook, so he told me to follow him on twitter. Looking at other peoples Facebook on the trip. I see that he added them, but didn't want to add me, even though we talked the whole time together. Trying to figure out why, I felt that he liked me and didn't want his girlfriend or family to see in case I wrote on his wall?
When I was about to leave, I asked him if he wanted to kiss and he said he had a girlfriend and that he was tempted but that he couldn't. I felt horrible and said sorry and he said it was all good. And I never heard from him again. Its only been a month. I want to talk to him and want to tell him Merry Christmas because there was no harm, no foul right? but I don't want to get shot down again. I have a feeling that he would welcome the "Merry Christmas" though and I really want to be on good terms with him and be able to talk to him, even though I probably may never see him again, considering I'm in US and he's in UK.
My self-esteem needs your help.
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