He left me when I needed him the most I'm so alone and I want him back please help me he's seems perfectly fine without me how should I get him back?

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My boyfriend broke up with me over text saying he was too immature for a relationship I cried and cried and he knew I did. The next day at school in the mourning he sat with me and he seemed so unaffected and later at lunch he was just sitting there with his friends laughing and smiling and I started sobbing at the lunch table and everyone saw INCLUDING HIM a guy at my table gave me a hug then I turned around and saw my ex right behind me he asked if I wanted a hug so I held onto him and cried for a minute or so then he said "well this has gone on for awhile" so I just fell back down and he left but later he asked if I was okay and walked me to class. That night I talked to him and he made me so angry he said "I'm doing really good all the guys think I'm awesome (he ran two miles in less than 12 minutes) and all the girls think I'm cute" and then my friend said he told her he hasn't liked me for awhile, which would make sense because he said I love you less and even wouldn't let me make out with him really, and I was so pissed off and the next mourning at school I saw him come in and I walked right up to him and said something along the lines of "what the fuck? You haven't liked me for awhile? Your so cruel!!!" He denied it and said he didn't know what to say to me this sent me over the edge for some reason I looked him in the eyes and screamed "I hate you!!!" He said he was sorry then I held his hand and said I was sorry and that I still loved him and I hugged him a bunch I took a flower and put it in his pocket and we went off to class. I want him back so very badly and he acts so okay and I'm such a broken mess. Please help! He said he still wants to help me with my depression and he is very caring but I want him as a boyfriend agian. He knows I miss him and want him back and that I still love him and I text him a lot because he's my only help sometimes and I think that's why he really left me.
He left me when I needed him the most I'm so alone and I want him back please help me he's seems perfectly fine without me how should I get him back?
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