I can't cut her out of my life... she means the world to me. I know she's dating around... I know she's fed up with me. I can't imagine life without her. I call her way too much, and I just can't understand why she doesn't want to talk to me; someone who she gave her life to. She says she still wants to be my friend... but not romantically. She played with my emotions 2 months after the break-up. Even though she has played with me, I still want her back. Again, I know she's fed up with me because all I talk to her about is how I don't have any friends, how crappy my life is, how she could do this to me, etc... not happy conversations.
I either want her back, or just to feel happy without her. I'm so depressed and even started smoking. I smoke about a pack of cigarettes every 2 days. I feel like complete crap all the time. Although it has gotten easier since the break-up. My close friends don't even want to be around me, they have been ignoring me for the past few weeks. I literally have ZERO friends right now. I have lost all my social skills and often come off as a creep to other girls because I just want to feel loved again. I don't think I'm not a terrible looking guy.
I don't want to stop talking to her because I have hope (even though she has repeatedly assured me there isn't) that one day we'll get back together. I feel like if I stop talking to her, she will definitely forget about me. I've pushed her too far just like I did with my close friends. Again, I either want her back, or just be happy without her. :(
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