How do you cope when people throw you away?

Anonymous
I was tossed out like the trash after 7 years. She broke up with me three different times and came back every time. I always forgave her. She cheated on me, and I forgave her. I finally screwed up and I got no forgiveness. She left and cut me out completely. How do you do that? The whole time aside of what I did, I treated her like a queen and she never stuck around. We tried to be friends and she said that it would be too difficult because of the drama in our relationship, she has no hard feelings and we should move on. I can't believe that nothing good I've done holds no merit at all. How is someone who loves you so unconditionally for so many years so easy to forget? It's been a few months, but I cried for the first time today. It all finally hit me and I can't believe she's gone. I don't know how to cope. Please give me some advice. I need help. Is there any chance she's just still mad? Is there any hope? What is she thinking? What do I do?
How do you cope when people throw you away?
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