I miss my ex and I'm in denial... Help?

I'm 15 going into 10th grade and I am a shy girl who doesn't open up to many people at all. My ex is 17 going into 12th grade and he has dated A LOT of girls and had sex with 4 different girls. I really loved him because he was handsome, funny, and he actually wanted to be around me, or I should say made it seem that way. He told me he loved me and that I was the first girl he said that to and meant it. But 3 days later he broke up with me. We didn't talk for a week after that and then when that week passed he came up to me in the hallway and said that him and I should talk again. We ended up dating for the 2nd time and he said he loved me and it was a horrible mistake and he shouldn't have done what he did (broke up with me). But I was in love and blind but everything reminds me of him. I really still love him and it's already been 1 month since we last talked. He only held my hand when he wanted money and drugs. But I really cannot accept that fact even though I know it's true. I want to text him again to see if him and I can ever work. I really just wish he could message me this all was a shitty mistake and just a long paragraph telling me he wants me forever. I know I'm only 15 and "there are plenty of fish in the sea" but I don't think I'll find anyone like him. I opened up to him so quick. We hung out almost everyday. I just miss him so much...


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What Guys Said 2

  • You have drugs at 15? Yeah someone who throws "i love you around" to get drugs/money is a real catch.

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  • If you know you miss him you are no longer in denial

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What Girls Said 1

  • You're 15. He's a moron kid who hurt you, don't let this upset you anymore, don't get hung up on him. You definitely don't want him forever and he certainly didn't love you. I know it's upsetting now but when you're a bit older you'll be thankful you got rid of him.

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