this will be really long, so be patient. about a month ago now, i broke up with my wonderful (well, maybe because we ARGUED) boyfriend of 4 1/2 months. it was because i ruined things.. again! i have a habit of lying (i know, LAWD help me lol) and he left me. he moved on a week or 2 later i think. now he said some really hurtful things to me last week because i STALKED HIM, (in HIS words) i was desperate for his attention and i sent him lots of emails n shit and kept calling him 10 times a day even tho he was at work or some crap like that. he finally got pissed tf off and we argued, biggest argument ever than texting ANYONE! he said i was a liar, cheater and he cut me off. ever since, i've been feeling extremely hideous (which i haven't felt since i was 18, which is odd of me) he made me feel so gorgeous and he was a really cute guy. but ever since we parted ways, i feel grosser than ever!! i'm pale, i've gained a few lbs, my hair is a mess, i have no energy and i'm depressed but i'm also talking to other guys, but they only want sex!!! i'm a very romantic young lady, i love kissing/hugging than having sex if ever asked in an interview, i love affection, dates but guys who just wanna fuck me, NEVER KISS ME! last summer i had sex with a guy on vacation and i tried kissing him, but he moved his head the other way (TF?) but i cut out ALL HOOK UPS ALTOGETHER!
But will i be single for the rest of my life?
thanks again, sorry this is soooooo long
Most Helpful Guy
I'm on the same boat as you.
Recently broke up with my ex and now I'm thinking I'm never going to get into a relationship now.
My first relationship was at 30 so I can imagine I will probably have to wait a long time for never!
I think of her every single day especially in the mornings hoping it is all just a bad dream.1
Most Helpful Girl
that's normal you will get rid of these thoughts by time1