this will be really long, so be patient. about a month ago now, i broke up with my wonderful (well, maybe because we ARGUED) boyfriend of 4 1/2 months. it was because i ruined things.. again! i have a habit of lying (i know, LAWD help me lol) and he left me. he moved on a week or 2 later i think. now he said some really hurtful things to me last week because i STALKED HIM, (in HIS words) i was desperate for his attention and i sent him lots of emails n shit and kept calling him 10 times a day even tho he was at work or some crap like that. he finally got pissed tf off and we argued, biggest argument ever than texting ANYONE! he said i was a liar, cheater and he cut me off. ever since, i've been feeling extremely hideous (which i haven't felt since i was 18, which is odd of me) he made me feel so gorgeous and he was a really cute guy. but ever since we parted ways, i feel grosser than ever!! i'm pale, i've gained a few lbs, my hair is a mess, i have no energy and i'm depressed but i'm also talking to other guys, but they only want sex!!! i'm a very romantic young lady, i love kissing/hugging than having sex if ever asked in an interview, i love affection, dates but guys who just wanna fuck me, NEVER KISS ME! last summer i had sex with a guy on vacation and i tried kissing him, but he moved his head the other way (TF?) but i cut out ALL HOOK UPS ALTOGETHER!
But will i be single for the rest of my life?
thanks again, sorry this is soooooo long
But will i be single for the rest of my life?
thanks again, sorry this is soooooo long
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+1 y
like after all the sweet things he said to me and called me beautiful, gorgeous all the time and i look back to our days where we you know, hung out makes me feel some type of way.. not in a happy way at all, just so nostalgic that you wanna burst out crying (sorry, childhood too lmfaoo)
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