How do I know if he is being honest with me about everything?

so I know I'm a horrible person for this... But I'm with a guy that's going threw a divorce and still living with his soon to be ex wife... she doesn't know about me because she thinks that they shouldn't see other people until its final... I ended up getting pg by him and he wanted me to abort it because if she found out he would loose his son for good that he has with her... I ended up miscarrying due to all the stress. I have been having some crazy thoughts l8tly bout if he is lying to me or not. He doesn't see me as much as he used to when we first got together. he says its because of work and her but I don't know if he is cheating ON ME with other girls... I know that he has slept with his son to be ex sense we have been together but idc because its kinda expected with him still living with her. but I don't know how I should be taking this relationship. I do love him with all my heart. but how do I know if he is being honest with me about everything?


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