He's cheating on his girlfriend with me, I want him!
i met this guy...hes already in a relationship for four years.but..
he told me he got feelings towards me and willing to break up with his gf..so he really did...
i accepted him after the break up..
but then his girlfriend couldn't let him go and threatened to commit suicide.We were very guilty and at last we agreed to separate.
He got back with her.
I'm really upset I made the decision of letting him go...T_T
I still couldn't forget him and cried everyday
We did still stay in contact.. and chat..
but he don't allowed me to find him unless he find me first
So,i have to wait him...he apologized to me a lot of times and keep telling me to forget him.
one night we chatted on msn...
he said he was drinking beer.. so I can assumed he's drunk that time...he confessed to me
he asked me do I still love him and blah blah..
he told me that he still love and miss me...and even
called me Dear...
we kinda back to the moment we were together..
but I still can't find him anytime I need him..
hes still in relationship with his gf.
i felt really suffer,i love him very much
So,now I'm considered the third party...
I'm so selfish T_T I want him badly
and is he cheating on his girlfriend now? or he's just playing me?
So WHAT SHOULD I ACTUALLY DO NOW?
SHOULD I JUST LET HIM GO? [i couldn't]
SHOULD I CONTINUE TO BE WITH HIM LIKE THAT?
actually I knew that I should just forget him..but a piece of me keep lying to myself..
What's Your Opinion?