There's two other women that I have crushes on currently; unfortunately, I never see either one of them. But one of them lately has just been on my mind more than the other, and won't go away, and I know that this isn't good because it means I develop an interest in her when she probably isn't interested.
Unfortunately, as is often the case, I'm shy around these two, so it's harder for me to let them know me.
On the good side, it switches between these two (though one of them seems to come up in my mind a lot more than the other), so maybe I won't develop an interest in either one too strongly before getting to know either one of them better.
Unfortunately, if I ask about them with friends, then it's all out there. I want to be subtle. As casually as I may try to ask. I get twenty questions or some friends embarrass me.
It always seems like I develop an interest in a girl/woman who is in a point where it's not good to try and start up ANY relationship. I mean they all move or switch jobs within a month of meeting them, before I get to know them, and then I never see them again, so I have to move on.