Ever eat something that was so disgusting it made your stomach turn inside out? Or that insane feeling when you swing just too high and it feels like you're gonna fall for sure? What about when you walk into a class where you're writing a test and you know you didn't study? Imagne feeling all of that at once... Plus some added benifits like
* Not sleeping
* Forgetting to eat
* Obsessing about the next time you see this person
* Feeling like your heart is trying to escape from your chest
But wait!! Thats not even as horrible as when he even mentions another girl... And even more horrible when he calls her hot! It feels your insides want to crawl out of your butthole.
You start to see this person as the most perfect thing ever created. Everything he does is just the best way its ever been done and everything he says must be true! You download music that you hate because he mentioned it once. He mentions he likes red and from now on thats all you wear... I even learned how to bake when a guy mentioned he likes cupcakes.
It feels like you are never going to even like anything in life more than this person. Its like he is a parasite that has taken over all brain functions. Every conversation you have is an oppertunity to mention him. You can see everyone hates you a little more when you go on and on but you can't stop.
Love sucks. Especially when you have no idea if this person even finds you remotely attractive..
My honest advise would be is to avoid this pain in your ass as long as you can. It will drain you in every way.