Almost two years ago, my ex (Daryn) split with me. It was a bad break up and I reckon he might be the only person I've ever loved. Let's say to this day there's never been proper closure on the relationship on my part, even until today.
Anyway Daryn and I rarely cross paths, lucky if we do so like even three times a year. When I see him he will stare and things will be awkward. His eyes go soft around me, even if he seems indifferent otherwise.
Lately, I've been talking to a new lovely guy called Mark. He's nice, but I don't feel that I'm clicking with him the way I did with Daryn so far. Mark is serious about me and wants me to take the step and be his girlfriend soon.
I'm too scared to do so, and lately Daryn's been crossing my mind again. I don't understand why even after so long I'm STILL struggling to move on. I pretty much feel empty and lost when I think about missing Daryn.
Mark is a lovely person, we've only just started dating (3 weeks ago) but should I worry that he's not making me feel like Daryn did? I fell in love with Daryn really fast.
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I know how you feel. There has been one girl on my mind since my sophomore year in high school. She is everything I want in a girl. She is the type of girl I would marry, because of this I could never go out with her. My charm and good force cause my inner man to come out so I can never stay faithful. I wish I can tell you that you will learn to like Mark, but I personally don't think that will happen. No matter how many girls I get with, I can never forget about the girl I like. I sometimes dream up fantasies that maybe she will be single and we will bump into each other on the street in maybe 10 years and we get married. I feel bad for you because I don't think you will ever get over Daryl. OOOOOOOR I can be a complete weirdo and my feelings only apply to me. I hope its the second one in your case :)0