I want someone to love, and i want to be the typical girlfriend, but i can't imagen myself being one.
Im 22 never been in a relationship, the last guy i dated i really tried and i did well but than he wasn't looking for anything serious atm so we dont speak anymore.
So im sitting here thinking is this relationship anything for me? i am independant and i am use to being alone and not worrying about pleasing someone else, so will i be good at it?
Its a lot of work this relationship thing, and i dont know if im good enough for it.. why would anyone fall for me and agree to try to be with me for a long time of period.. im so careless of others, and i have a big heart but it beats quite.
I dont know.. my friends all have one and they seem to be great at it but i can't imagen myself with a boyfriend..
and i try to talk to guys i try to make someone like me but i guess im doing it out of desperation?
so im sitting here now thinking why do i even bother trying, im so bad at this thing called love.
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You're not alone. I'm going on 26 and haven't been in a relationship. It just seems so natural to other people, like they practically fall into them, and I can't seem to find one. It's like a second job trying to find one. Seeing how I've never been in one at my 'advanced age' I wonder whether I'd be any good at one. Like you, I'm used to being alone and if I was in a relationship I wouldn't know what to do or how to handle her emotions because I've never had to deal with that stuff. I'd probably fall on my face the first couple times but since I've never been in a relationship, I feel like I don't have the luxury of screwing up because I don't know when my next opportunity for a relationship would be. It's depressing most days.0