okay, so let me give you a little background.
I have been best friends with this kid since freshman year. (seniors now) and he has always been sort of in love with me. We've always had a very unique relationship, but I have never felt the same back and it was just an ongoing joke, but lately, things have changed. me and him are very very close, there isn't anything I'm uncomfortable saying around him, which is strange considering I'm a very anxious and nervous person. we play fight and flirt and act like we've been dating, even though we never actually have. we have kissed before etc but it was meaningless. now though, girls have been more into him and I've become insanely jealous. I can't tell if it's because im not his 'number 1' anymore, or if i actually have feelings for him. what do I do.
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Risk ruining your friendship by dating him or forever sit on the sidelines wondering what could have happened while going on to date other people.0