And has things gone as you wanted? let go let go?
I try my best to trust in god and honestly everytime it has worked but "fear" keeps me from trusting 100% and me wanting to be in control, but i know i can't be in control.
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Yeah I have done exactly that. It was a scary thing to do and I felt at times I was doing nothing but waiting and trusting is not doing nothing, in fact, its harder to do that then it is to try to act on your own. I waited for 8 years for one thing. I just new I was doing the right thing and it turned out 10 times better than I was hoping and I learned so much in the process. God rewards faith. Gods wants you to have faith in Him more than anything. The "fear" you have is normal and universal. If there was no fear and apprehension, faith would be easy. Its like courage, you can't have courage unless you're afraid. If you're not afraid, there is no courage involved. God understands and will use your fear to strengthen you. He will not waste any bad emotions, He will use them to grow and make you a better, stronger person, as long as you let Him.
P. S. Be ready for getting hated. People that hate God/Christians/faith, whatever will hate you for questions like these. Maybe if I post this, it might stop a few lol. Hang in there and be strong and trust in Him, not yourself or anyone else, decent people or mean.0