I have spent 7 months trying to get this guy.
Finally we decided to try a relationship and I'm so happy. He's great... I trust him with everything and I care so much about him. He makes me so happy. I'm a bit hormonal right now, but there is a sad scared feeling deep in me. I'm so scared. What will I do if things don't work out? I not only will lose my boyfriend. I'll lose my best friend. I'll lose the one person I trust with everything. I've never felt like this. I almost feel like I made a mistake... This is all I've wanted for 7 months but now that I have it I worry I ducked up. I put myself in a situation where if this doesn't work I lose everything. I will either be with him forever or we'll break up... And that scares the shit out of me. I wanted commitment so bad but now that I have it. I can't help but feel atressed and scared. I can't imagine a life without him. He makes me happy, he makes me feel beautiful, he's my best friend, my lover, and I'm so comfortable with him. I don't know a single person I'm more confortable with? I don't understand why I feel like this... I've never had these feelinga before
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What is with women? I see so many on here talking about how they have the perfect relationship, the man does everything they want, and yet they are afraid of losing him, or they can't trust and blah blah. I don't know why but you need to get a grip on yourself, or you're going to cause the very thing you're fearing!1