I felt so lonely, when I was 13years old 😢 and until still now I am 27years old i don't have any good friends to go out with and I never had boyfriend in life 😔. I started dating when I was 23 years old and I am so worried and fear myself that I can't get a good relationship to find a good guy until future. I had admire with my date but he wants to be friends but didn't treat me like a friend he ignore my text & call, i was really upset his trying to date other girls cus I made a fake dating acc. Today I just date a guy and went to his house I knew we gonna Hv sex but the sex is not good it less like 5mins. He told me he can't get any click with me so he chase me out from his apartment he told before that I shld leave his hse like 10.30 but instead 10pm :( I went there to his place travel like 1hr and he chase me out? wtf!
I can't take it anymore I want a boyfriend and good one that love me for who I am. 😢I amso scared that never get married at all or have children😭😣
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Something happened to you when you were young, a spiritual disconnect. Something separated you from your humanity, and from understanding that you have innate value, and incalculable worth as a human being.
It could be something as serious as sexual abuse, or something as "small" as your father yelling at your mother when you were at a critical developmental time in your life. It also could be something like a lack of affirmation by the relevant parent.
The same thing happened to me, so I understand what you feel.
Unfortunately there's not much that can be done to fix it on your own effort (or anyone else's). My best advice is to to seek God, your Creator for help. God has Personally shown me the areas of my heart that are dark or immature, that need healing and strengthening. Nothing can be lost by calling out to Jesus for help.
After 35 years of abusing myself, I am just now beginning to have empathy for other people in a real, human sense. That sounds scary, but I was a scary guy. The healing takes a lot of time. I pray you find the healing that will touch you and show you how valuable you are.0