I know I'm "still young" and I have my "whole life ahead" of me, but it has been almost 3 years since my abusive relationship. I feel out of place.
I don't want to come off as arrogant, but I'm not bad looking nor do I have a bad personality.
My ex used to call me a "cow", "pig", "slut".
My closes friends, my not so closest friends, and relatives compliment me when they see me.
Guys always say I'm "gorgeous", "beautiful", "stunning". That my personality is "amazing".
But just like every reaction when they ask me if I'm single and I say no, they get shocked. Some even call me a liar.
I know I should be flattered but it breaks me apart when they tell me "I can't believe your single!"
I can't believe it either...
I may be chubby but I've seen heavier girls with bfs. Basically, random people as couples, yet they all have something in common. They are happy.
What's wrong with me? When will I ever be loved by a guy? When will a guy genuinely make me feel wanted for the right purposes instead for sexual purposes? I never get approached... I feel like an outcast... why is this happening to me?
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Wow seriously? it's not even that big of a deal. I've never even had a relationship period, and it's really not that bad. There's plenty of time in our lives in addition to the fact that love isn't the most important or best thing in life. Work on your career. Contribute to society. Better yourself and be something positive in the world instead of just a baby making machine.0