For a long time i tried finding happiness in guys, i wanted a boyfriend because I've never had one and i thought that was happiness.
But honestly i realized i am the only person in this world who can prove to myself that i am worthy.
A guys affection doesn't prove that to me.
Love should be a bonus not a requirement.
I have been focusing my attention on school and work and I've been going to the gym regularly. Im tired of looking for a guy, finding myself being desperate, its all about me myself and i.
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dont say worthy, that is a creepy word honestly. here's my 2 cents on that. I dislike it when people say "you dont need a bf/gf" and yeah its true, but wouldn't it make things really nice? Like i dont need a computer... but i have one. and thats a bad metaphor like a gf/bf is pretty special if you ask me, its hard to develop a strong relationship like that between the same gender. But anyways dont value it so much at our age, its like become the best person u can be and hopefully at some point you meet somone. I told myself that sometime in highschool and im 20 now but i think its gonna work out for me sometime soon.0