Ok, guys. I have a question related to one of my previous ones. A month ago i asked about how can i approach a guy who doesn't know I exist. He is an actor and he works in the theatre where I go very often. That's where I've seen him for the first time. Theatre turned out to be the only place where I can possibly meet him, and it was closing on the reconstruction and is closed now. You can find all details here www.girlsaskguys.com/.../q1164398-i-like-a-guy-who-doesn-t-know-i-exist-how-to-approach-him
So over the last month I didn't make it happen. I found a new job and i have not the best hours one can think of, so I didn't have the opportunity to stay in the theatre waiting for him to appear. But I have incomplete gestalt and want to talk to him badly. And the longer I wait the harder I want it to happen but cannot think of any possibility to arrange it. I'm afraid of turning into psycho, as the longer I wait the stronger i feel i'm falling for a guy I've never talked to and it is terribly wrong and never happened to me.
The other thing is that the situation is highly destructive for my self-esteem. I'm very brave when it comes to work and friendship but I'm absolutely not good at presenting myself as a girl to a guy i like, i'm very awkward and have a feeling that even if i face him I'll fuck up. I have this stupid feeling I'm not good enough. Possibly it comes from previous romantic experiences I had, all of which finished with guys choosing other girls over me. So i'm telling myself: "Hey girl, where are you going? This guy is surrounded with attractive young actresses and you don’t even have a chance. May be you are not even meant to date anybody, so why should you force things to happen? Just live as you are living now, etc”
How can I cope with this feeling that I’m not good enough? How to make yourself at ease with the guy you like but he never met you? And how even to meet him if there is no obvious possibility?
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U think you are not good enough because u think u are not good enough. You sort of create what u think on in your head. If u believe it will be awkward it will. Start with some positive self talk. It is your perception u are not good enough. It is not truth. U have control over this faulty perception. Also consider the possibility u have built this guy up in your head to be the perfect guy when in reality there may. Be no chemistry between u and that's ok. He is just human treat him as such and knock him off his pedestal in your mind. Next time u see him be bold start a light chat, be light and smile and laugh. If it doesn't work don't worry there will be other guys to date in the future0