There´s this girl that i have lot of history with. She was crazy for me about 2 years ago, she was then shy and overall a good girl. I wasn´t ready for a relationship, even though i liked her, so i just let her go. Then she started going out more frequently going to parties, getting drunk, etc.
On those 2 years I wanted to see if something could develop and on two separate occasions, months apart, we went out and were on the brink of starting a relationship but she on the last moment didn´t want to anymore, she wanted to have more fun with friends...
So i just resigned myself it would not happen.
Last week she started texting me again. So far so good, i went to her house, had long talks, she tells me she has changed, no partying like before, and she drops hints she´s into me. She got sick, so she´s at her house all day no school, and basically we just do small talk on whatsapp and she recently just ignored me on whatsapp. After all the talks, hints, etc.
Please help me, i really like this girl, I don´t even know why, i just do.
Should i swallow my pride and try to iniciate more conversations when she is crearly and knowingly ignoring my conversation. Or i should let her go finally.
The uncertainty is what´s driving me nuts.