Every fucking girl is in a relationship or crushing, WHAT THE FUCK? I don't have any fucking options to choose from and people wonder why I've gotten so fucking unhinged. YOU TRY BEING LONELY ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I really, really hate people in relationships, what's so bad about me that I'm not allowed to feel love, huh? Why do so e people cuddle and hold hands with each other while I shiver in the cold? You ladies wonder why I'm so fucking depressed? Because no matter how positive I try to be, how kind and optimistic, my life is shit, always has been, always will be, and I'm completely fucking alone. Have you ever been alone? I bet not, you don't know the pain of total solitude, well, let me tell you, IT'S NOT FUN!!! DONT TELL ME ABOUT HOW I shouldn't CARE THAT IM SINGLE, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ALONE!! God, ID RATHER DIE THAN KEEP BEING ALONE!!! And don't tell me all that crap about how I need to be fucking positive and happy about my shitty life, because, guess what? IT didn't WORK!!! So, WHY shouldn't I BE UPSET, WHY shouldn't I JUST DIE?
- End my life like the pathetic meat sack I am and spare myself sufferingVote A
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"I really, really hate people in relationships,"
"Why do so e people cuddle and hold hands with each other while I shiver in the cold?"
and why do you make your situations so dramatic? it is your everyday's work as it seems. Do you know how many 30+ singles are out there? how many virgins and singles in your own age range existing and they do not shout out because of their situation.
Do you know how many are alone and how many old people are passing days alone in a time that 'should'n' be alone. Many men in your age even love to be alone.
do you know how many little kids out there in the disorders such as autism which make them solitary and cornered against their will? Do you know how painful it is for a 5 year old child to have no friends and be unable to socialize? do you know how painful it is for a kid to be unable to go to school because of some problem that he doesn't know how he has it?
And you say you know loneliness? okay. many knows it much better than you. and from their childhood.
do you have disorders? do you have any defects? have you ever seen an epileptic person who doesn't get into a relationship because he fears to make the partner freak out. because so many found him or her undesirable even if he or she has a good physical appearance. and the pain they go through.
and what is your situation? not finding someone at the exact time you want? you will not find people by your will. but their will is involved in forming a friendship or relationship as well.
you can only do your best and be patient that someone's will be equal with yours. Then the friendship or relationship will be formed itself.
you are not yet mature enough to have a relationship. I do not think you should be in one. it is better that you are not.1