I'm 15 and I am not allowed to date my family is very religious and if i disobey I'm scared of what would happen to me. I'm not abused or anything, but i dont want my family to turn their back on me. I'm at that age where I really want someone to date or be my boyfriend and many boys like me but when i tell them i can't date they just ask why and never really understand why they can't no matter what i say to them. I'm so lonely, i go to school online, I have 1 best friend only. I hate my life so much.. I dont want to die but i just hate being so isolated from everyone else because everyone smokes or has sex or drinks or is too crazy. I just.. feel so lonely and i yearn for a boy i can call honey or baby or whatever, who i can cuddle and hug with. Who thinks im the most perfect thing and everyone else can just kick rocks.. I keep crying i just dont know what to do and my mom lets me talk to her when i feel down but she says "you know what will happen if you date too early, god is always watching. its your choice i cannot stop you, but you'll regret the consequences." ...
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Yeah, I'm 17, a guy, never smoked or got drunk or had sex OR HAD A GIRLFRIEND either. But I'm just dealing with it by picturing how great it'll be the day I get a girl or get laid or whatever. Keep looking forward to the day that will eventually come.
I know exactly how you feel. Except it's almost worse for me, because I'M practically the one who has prevented myself from getting an exciting life.0