Im 22 and I've never had a boyfriend.
At times i really crave one and i wish i had someone to go to bed with and wake up with in the morning.
But im also a very busy person, i love working, i study marketing, my second year.
The thought of having to care for someone elses need scares me, the thought of having to ajdust myself in order to fit someone elses schedual scares me.
a lot of other things scare me aswell like being cheated on, not being good enough.
I went to a bar on Monday with my class.. a Christmas dinner than to a bar for drinks. I sat there and i was like what am i doing here, this is so not me, its not my setting and all the guys are creepers... so i went home.
A friend of mine told me yesterday she slept with a guy that she met out in a club few weeks ago.. she broke up with her bf a month ago and now is going on a new date on Saturday.
Im like how do people do this? I love being independant and alone but i do like having a special someone there
SO honestly i dont know what i want.. or why i am the way i am
He said he didn't want a serious realationship bc he didn't have time.. it hurt me but at the same time i was like thank god. We are friends now but i do miss him.
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Commitment phobe? Eh. I don't think you really realize what a relationship is. You made it seem like your bf is practically your child and you will care for him 100%.
When you have the opportunity to meet someone just take it slow. Guys want independence in a relationship just as much as you may. I don't think you will loose yourself in the relationship.1