i have authority issues, i hate rules, i got fired and almost fired because of lateness and when someone tells me to do something ; i won't do it and when everything is seeming to go perfect by plan, i somehow end up sabotaging it. Its like i want it that ''way'', i want to be destroyed and not ''perfect'. This is my nature and i hate it! because it gets me into trouble! how can i get over this? i tend to be, disorganized, stubborn, Always late when i should be on time, its like im angry at people and i want to piss them off and i hate being dependent on anyone, how can i get over this? im also dreamy, absent, hard time focusing on things that dont interest me. Please help, im 22 and a young beautiful woman, i dont want to throw my life away.
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"how can i get over this?", meds.0