im 22 and i dropped out of school at age of 17 BIG MISTAKE, i started to isolate myself and got really depressed. Looking back i wish i hadnt! im 22 now and im in school but 3 full years behind, i could have had so much, i could have done so much with my life, i should have made friends, got a degree, my drivers license , a boyfriend etc i deserved all of it! Im so angry, i have nothing now, i live with my mom, i ride a bike, i can't get into a modeling agency because im too old now, i have a job and trying to save up for a license, but i need to move out first, i made life hard for myself, barely any friends because everyone is already infront me, they have a car, license, im just really angry because my sister ruined my life , she got all these bad ideas into my head. Im 22 and really beautiful girl, i feel like a loser. Why is this happening to me? no one wants to date me either because i dont have my life together... im really angry and the regret changed me into a bitter person?
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Sorry to hear, but it's never too late to change your life. There are people who are much older than you who finally pursue their dream. The only person really holding you back is you, when you learn to accept that then you can move forward. That's what you should do, just move forward. Yes, it might suck that you fudged up these past couple years, but so what? It's all in the past and fixable if you're willing to put the work into it. Nothing worth having in life is easy. I know doctors that didn't go to med school until they were already in their 40's. You're still so young! You're life is not over just because you slacked off these past 5 years. That would be ridiculous! Think of how many immigrants move to a new country, don't know the language, and have to start from complete scratch. If they can do it so can you! I know nothing about modeling, but if you really think it's too late for that, then there's ALWAYS something else. You just have to find what that is (something that can never be taken away from you) and just go for it, one step at time.0