So I am happily involved with this guy but I know he has a thing for women with darker skin. You know ebony women, middle eastern, latinas/lolitas and all that. I don't mind, but it just makes me wonder why he settled for a white girl like me when I have no ethnicity or the dark skin ( I do however have the brown hair and brown eyes that he really likes). But he constantly checks out black women and spanish women all the time and it bothers me. Looking is fine but I know that he is checking out women for more of his type. Which is fine I mean check out others too but I am just getting worried. And for porn he looks at these women all the time. And trust me the porn does bother me either I watch it all the time to, just not for specifics. I mean when it really boils down to it I just want to know why he chose to go out with a white girl instead of his true taste in women. Clearly the attraction his still there for them. I just don't want the day to come when he finds that hot exotic woman and I'm gone. Trust me I'm not trying to complain or worry too much (which partially I am)I just really need some clarity as to why he chose me. Idk. Anyway it's not too much of an insecurity problem either. It's I don't want to get too serious and he leave me or something.
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He loves your personality I guess skin colors not all that important. Although I bet he finds you plenty sexy. I don't really have a picture of you. I imagine he's into curvier women maybe you are not as far off from his type as you think. But even though my tastes tend to be for the latina women I don't exclude white women as possiblilites that would be racist, there are plenty of beautiful white girls, like yourself I am sure and Russian girls omg that accent drives me crazy but at the end of the day personality and love and commitment is more important. And even if you don't believe that romantic bull honky I just stated someone doesn't have to look like your perfect fantasy to have some hot sex. Do you have a nice butt lol I mean women's bodies are women's bodies there are curvy skinny tall short big breasted little breasted women of every race. I have a thing for short curvy women with a cute face and a round booty especially with long hair, these tend to be latina but there are white girls that look like that and I find them hot. I also fell in love with a stick figure type girl who wasn't exactly bootylicious or breastalicious for that matter she's a beautiful person that just sort of glows from the inside out and she has grreat hair. She was also naturally a stick figure not some celebrity on a fancy diet. The difference between the races really only amounts to the paint job, skin color hair ect. Well its good your more open minded than other girls about looking. I love looking , at women of every nationality, and my college has got a lot of foreign students. This is more about appreciating the beauty of humanities diversity and the female body that we are hopelessly obsessed with and occasionally enjoying the diversity of humanity with my computer and my hand lol not gonna lie. I mean my fantasy is to have sex with a woman from every country in the world, maybe in the same week I never get tired in my fantasy. I'm not gonna do it I don't cheat its just a healthy fantasy. And no porn is not in any way a replacement for a real woman and as long as it doesn't effect you 2 having a fulfilling sexual relationship it really is harmless fun. If the looking is too much talk to him about it. If It makes you feel insecure let him know ask him what it would be like if you were always talking about guys you thought were hot that looked really different than him. If you like watching porn watch some porn with him were some all american white cheerleaders blow the entire football team I'm sure he won't compain. Its sounds like your a bit racist yourself honey. Any time your about to use the word exotic you are probably gonna say something racist. Besides looks don't tell you how "exotic"someone is. Plenty of dark skinned people are as Americanized and hollywoodized and only speak English as white people. Have some confidence your sexy and you have no reason to be ashamed of your heritage, everybodys ethnic1