So I started a new job in September, and got on really well with everyone especially this one guy. We would spends ages talking laughing joking around. We were nothing more than just friends as he had a girlfriend. The staff Christmas party came along and so naturally everyone had
Had a drink. Me and this guy spent a lot of time together in the early hours of the night but later on when we were left just me and him we kissed. as the night went on we just carried on as nothing happened laughing and joking but when we went back to the hotel we ended up spending the night together. Things happened but we also Stayed up after till 5:00 in the morning just chatting.
On the Sunday he messaged me telling me that he regret nothing and he was going to break up with his girlfriend after Christmas
As the weeks went on things carried on we would kiss when ever we got a chance. he then stayed at mine house for a week cause he couldn't get home from work for personal reasons. Things happened when he stayed again and carried on and towards the back end of December I went to a little party at his house where I spent the night again with him.
After Christmas I didn't hear from him for a bout two weeks. He then made the decision to spilt with his girlfriend but he felt horrible for doing it. He was flirting at work but he couldn't bear the thought of his ex being upset so he got back with her. outside of work I missed him but I thought I shouldn't message him he has a girlfriend but little did I know he missed me two as he messaged me and the circle began again we were talking all the time and sometimes the conversation would get a little hot until one night he told me he was falling for me and he knew that I liked him. I told him that things can't go on this way and he had to chose because he kept telling me he didn't know what to do, but I haven't really heard from him outside of work since. I miss him so much what can I do?
But he told a couple of people there that he loves me and is going crazy.