I was diagnosed with PTSD when I was just 3 & if you are educated in it, you know it is no joke.
I feel like I'll forever be alone, b/c I'm a total handful, PTSD has ruined me, my emotions, how I think... Like shit I can't even talk right.
Along with PTSD, I have depression & anxiety, which I'm pretty sure that PTSD caused it. My anxiety can be so irrational, the dumbest things make me panic. & my depression will happen for no apparent reason.
On top of this I have PCOS which is an endocrine disorder, I've been told I might not be able to have kids.
A lot of guys have stopped talking to me & just told me I have too many problems, it's really setting in that I'm too much for most.
Men, would you try to stay away from someone like this? Or would you attempt to be with them? Give your honest opinion.
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I typed up an opinion previously that I believe goes well here. I'll paste it and then alter it to be more in line with your question.
"Possessing a trait that the average worms of society deem "unwanted" is a very good thing, it separates the wheat from the chaff. A greater quantity of men are going to reject you and not want to be with you, but do not despair, for this is a game of quality VS. quantity... and it is the quantity who are the most likely to reject you based solely upon your mental conditions. It will take longer to find a quality person to start dating and hopefully marry, but in the end you will be much happier, for your future partner is much more likely to love you for you and treat you as an actual partner rather than as his servant. These mental alterations are a part of who you are, do not reject them and act as though something is wrong with you. You are merely different, and different is not a bad thing to be. Embrace who you are in full force and in time you will meet the one you've been looking for.
If ever the black despair of loneliness should start to take you, remember that it is not forever, remember that the most successful people in this world failed over and over and over again before they achieved ultimate success. If you do not give up, then like these people your success is inevitable. For those who taste victory never surrender when they taste defeat, because they realize that defeat is merely another step on the path to ultimate victory. Sooner or later, you WILL be victorious."0