I was humiliated and made fun of by a group of insecure, unhappy in their own marriage type a- holes. I swear I was holding my own until it just started to dawn on me that I am 31 and I've yet to feel, what even a decent hug feels like.
Women treat me like I'm some weirdo. Anxiety issues and bad child hood really messed my mind up over the years so I self depricate and my family are to blame for a lot of my negativity.
I don't even feel like going back to work. I've just been feeling really down and suicidal. I mean can't at least one person find it in their heart to make me feel like a normal human being. I'm not even asking for sex just affection of some sort.
I really really hate my life.
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Have you considered seeing a psychiatrist? The whole anxiety, bad childhood and suicidal things are more serious than you might think. I've been in your shoes, I know how you feel, but I also know that it gets bettter if you allow it.
None of this is related to your colleagues being complete pricks though. That was simply uncalled for.2