There is this guy I've known for more than ten years now. I've always secretely had a thing for him, but I've always denied the feeling. At one point, I started developing feelings for him, and even experienced butterflies in my stomach. I haven't felt this in a loooong time. The thing is, I feel ashamed for liking him, bc looks wise, he's not what I would usually go for. He's not the ideal son-in-law either. People i know litterally tell me I deserve better, which I think is BS. I've dated handsome men before, but not one of them made me feel good about myself. And they were not that fun to be around tbh, merely a pleasure to look at. This guy is different, bc he makes me feel like im the luckiest woman in the world when im with him. But like I said: i feel really ashamed of dating him, and found myself wanting to hide it as much as possible. Usually we hang out at my place (where we do make out) instead of going out. And when we're out, i make sure it looks like he's just a friend. I never thought i would let social pressure get to me, and i feel so bad about it, and for him, he deserves better than that. i dont know what to do. Anyone experienced the same situation? How did you handle it?
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then it's not really love.0