Okay. so I'm 17 going on 18 and I'm better looking than other girls except for like video vixens but that's only because I'm really broke and young right now plus I haven't started stripping yet. I'm stuck up you can probably tell already, I don't give a shit at all.
I don't like saying my life sucks because every day I wake up I feel really blessed that my realities being some teenager living in the suburbs with an amazing mom who hooked all this up for me, but for some reason I'm really lonely, and I actually don't think boys are attracted to me. I figured this because I can't get wifed. I never did. I'm always a booty call, and it's like no matter how much I try, how perfect I try to be, how much skin I show, I have absolutely no admirers. Despite already being ahead of the game I'm even going as far as getting botox in a week because of this. I'm fucking 17. I keep thinking every guy I get with could be a potential boyfriend but they all really clown me and eventually don't respond to my last text, even when it's a kickass nude. And I take amazing nudes. Like how do you completely dog me and not respond to that... I haven't had a boyfriend since I was little, and putting it that way I guess never since it was just those dumb kid type of relationships. The guy I have the biggest crush on and fuck has the most basic fat **long**term girlfriend who he loves. I hope she commits suicide over us, she found out before. I just don't get how other girls get boys and attention and I don't and I'm better. I'm sure the guys I do screw don't even notice me. I'm literally just a hole for when they feel like. I'm the bottom of the bucket. I know that at this point especially after every thing and everyone I've done. What's wrong with me. I understand that I'm a bitch, but that's nothing personal to who ever is reading this obviously so do be brutally honest but try to be mature and don't kick me while I'm already down with dumb shit... I genuinely feel like shooting myself.
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If there's a single line I frequently use while answering questions on GaG, its "there's so much more to people than their beauty"
Beauty isn't everything. In a lot of cases, beauty is barely anything (I'm talking about the outer shell of a person, and not their inner beauty) Beauty fades. Yes it'll get you places but do you really want to be that person who only got their based on looks alone?
When you're trying to make friends, or when getting people to like you, just forget about the way you look. Drop the whole "I deserve to have people surrounding me at my feet because I'm beautiful" attitude (not saying that's your attitude, I'm speaking to people in general) You have to make people like the person that you are. That's what people are drawn to, and that's what makes people stick around.
No offense, and I'm not trying to hate on you at all okay? I'm trying to give you honest feedback and advice- you seem kind of narcissistic. I went back to read some of what you wrote and geez, you really just got to focus on making the people around you happy instead of waiting for people to please you.
You probably won't appreciate this bit, but I personally dress down a lot so that people take me more seriously. Like I'll go for something that doesn't scream "look at me!". Guys who want to commit like girls who don't look like they "go around" too much.
Oh and it's not nice to wish people harm. You should change that. Guys like nice girls. Meanies are just good f*cks tbh.7