So my boyfriend (of only 2 weeks) Said that he wanted us to have our first kiss today. I said okay and I PROMISED that I would kiss him. Well when it came time for us to leave to go to our buses I knew he was going to do it then so instead of waiting for him like I usually do I just went to my bus. He texted me asking where I was and if I was waiting for him and I said yes and lied and he couldn't find me so he texted me and said "Just get on your bus" and by the time the buses left I felt SO terrible because I know he's been wanting to kiss me and it'll be my first kiss so I'm terrified and I've done this to him before which makes it worse. A few times I lied to him and told him the same things because I was scared that he would kiss me. I just feel like we're moving too fast but everyone keeps telling me that I should have kissed him already because it's been two weeks. I texted him apologizing and he won't answer me. I'm afraid that he's gonna dump me ALREADY because I flake out on him all the time. How do I fix this situation?
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can u apologize at him? did u?0