5 months ago i found the love of my life. He was really hot and everythign i wanted lookwise. He had the perfect personality. We aggred on everything moral wise, politics wise, music etc basically everything. We would talk for a month basically all day everyday and he would tell me the most romantic sweetest things and said he loved me. He was really a genuinely good guy, and i miss him so much. I think about him all day everyday and its been 5 months since we broke up. He said i was the first thing he thought about when he woke up and the last thing when he went to bed. we meet when i went down province to visit my grandparents for a weekend. we connected so well he said he would wait for me to graduate next year and i could move down and live in his city and go to university together to be together
my bipolar depression led me to drinking where a guy made out with me. I tried to get away and i couldnt. i felt so guilty, i had to text him. he told me to delete him off everything. He said im wonderful girl and he wishes me well but he no longer wanted to date me.
i feel so depressed. I truly believe we were meant to be. Everyone pales in comparsion and i cry whenever i see a photo off him. i just want to die.
Most Helpful Guy
I probably gonna sound harsh, but it is what it is, you fucked up. The guy did what he had to do which was forget about you, and you should do the same with him. You can't change the past, you can only learn from it. The bright side is that it was you who fucked this up, therefore, it's in your hands to never do this again.
You can't just drink and hookup with a guy whenever you feel depressed, you gotta control yourself, cause if you keep doing that you will definitely end up alone.
You're almost 17, you will find the one, but only if you really want to.2
Most Helpful Girl
I know it hurts a lot right now, but you must remember that you are only 16. There will be others that will come into your life. One day a man will come who will value you above all others, you just have to believe that this will happen. In the mean time, it sounds like you need to take some time to really care for yourself and your own well-being. Right now it may seem like being alone is the worst thing for you, but you need to realize that you will not feel like this forever. Try working on yourself before worrying about boys too much :) Take some time to figure out who you are as a woman and as a human being. That way when the next guy comes along, you will have confidence in who you are and what you want out of a relationship :)
I'm sorry if this is too long ^^;;;
Please feel better soon1