I don't like to be touched. It makes me really anxious. And fooling around makes me feel like a dirty, worthless whore. But I don't think I have anything else to offer, so it's damned if I do, damned if I don't.
Am I just too broken for dating? Should I just stay alone?
Then I find myself being attracted to abusive men who are emotionally unavailable and just want to use me. I guess I feel like that makes them normal then.
Most Helpful Guy
I'd say see a therapist. If you can't date someone who is good for you then you'd be better off try to fix what ales you. An abusive relationship, be it physical or emotional, is not a healthy decision to make. You owe to yourself to seek out what's best for you. Don't sell yourself short.1
Most Helpful Girl
You are not too broken for dating, don't be silly. You just need someone who will be patient enough to wait for a while before you're ready for physical intimacy.1