I already have mental issues as it is, why would I put myself through a hundred fucking rejections, 90% of which will be mean and hurtful, just to get one fucking yes that'll probably cheat on or leave me anyway?
If you don't want to speak to women, then don't. No one is forcing you to. But if you want to someday eventually find love, then you need to put yourself out there, even if it means a chance that that person will leave you. It's called experience. It's a part of life and it ultimately makes us who we are.
You have the right to be angry if that happens often, but having mental issues as you say, is stupid. You move on to the next one. And if you don't want to, enjoy single and celibacy. There is a bright side in this lifestyle as well.
Don't care about getting numbers, enjoy the interactions. If you want to know more, Johnny Berba is one of my life greatest mentors. Watch it out more on youtube.
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes I want to see the sun blotted out from the sky. I want to see it painted, painted, painted, painted black, yea