There is a student in my class Geology class that's not the smartest. Yet this girl is very unique, the way she dresses, the way she talks, the way she moves, her eyes, her smile... she's beautiful. Obviously she's younger than me, but when I look at her I seriously wonder "why the fuck am I married?, I want to fuck this girl!".
is this normal?
I teach at a college level. And no I won't act on it. I just want to know if this feeling is normal?
If you're a high school teacher, just push it aside and move on with life. You probably just miss being young and free. Maybe you didn't sow your oats before marriage.
Fucking a student is a terrible idea, 100%. Even if you weren't a teacher, you'd get annoyed with her after a week and then feel guilty because kids get attached easily and it's easy to crush them accidentally.
I would hate to be your wife. If you're having trouble with your thoughts then when you're with the girl keep it professional. Try to think of her as ONLY a student. And keep your hands to yourself before you're tempted to put them on her.