The few chances I get, I absolutely fucking relish it! I think of all the times I've gotten rejected, all the times I got stood up, ignored, and I enjoy every second of watching their hopes and dreams crumble before their very eyes the same way I had to so many times. It's the only bit of power I really feel in this awful shitty world. I don't care if you call me bitter, bitterness is a symptom of misery, and misery is caused by life.
Most Helpful Girl
You have low self-confidence, by rejecting girls you try to prove yourself that you are somehow superior. It is not bad, if here were not boys like you i would not be able to enjoy rejecting them.
Does it sound mean?
That's how your words sound like.
You say yourself that you are miserable. You had really bad childhood, hadn't you?
Enjoy little boy enjoy before there won't appear a girl who will break your heart and crumble your dreams, it is a part of life, you reject someone, someone rejects you, It is like a chain.
and plus, what you call bitterness is not bitterness at all,
strong people call it weakness.0
Most Helpful Guy
Hmm. Well there was definitely a time when I thought the same, that rejecting some women was a nice revenge on women who weren't interested in me before.
But then I got to actually reject a couple of women... and it was REALLY uncomfortable.
Then again, though this might seem pretentious on my part, I think I do somehow get where you come from. Yeah, the bitterness... the resentment... actually, I don't know if you will experience the same but when I just accepted I was bitter and resentful and needy because of my lack of success with women... it didn't make me *happy*, in the least... but at least... more calm. In my experience trying to NOT be bitter and resentful and needy is way worse. It feels like lying to myself, really. I don't know if you would experience the same relief, though.
That said, for me physical exercise has also helped somewhat. Again, it doesn't make me happy. but calmer... and helps me focus somewhat more on other sides of life a bit better.0