Ever since I was a teenager, I've always liked guys with more conventionally "feminine" traits: Long hair, plump lips, not much facial hair, and not super tall. The only really manly thing I like a lot is a deep voice but that's about it.
Those are not 'feminine traits', they are physical traits of men and women. You're confused about what you're attracted to. For example, if a guy had a heavy beard (high testosterone) and he shaved he would have NO facial hair. in my opinion you are simply bored. Time to branch out a little more.