I don't think there's something wrong with you per se, but... I'd say there's actually been some slippage or backwards movement in how 'progressively' we view and raise boys vs. when i was young. And basically what happened was we tried to raise boys really gender neutral, and then women didn't actually want to fuck those guys, and guys discussed this when the internets were invented, and started reverting at younger and younger ages to more traditional models of maleness.
Basically, a lot of men are -willing- to change in the ways feminism wanted, but if doing so results in them being sexually rejected, it all blows up. You can't change culture while giving men sex for going in the opposite direction.
It's a bit hypocritical of you. On one hand you're a feminist, which means that you want equality. On the other hand, you seem to want to be with a macho man who will put you in your place and take control. Which do you really want? You can't have it both ways.
Girls like you are the reason so many guys are confused about dating today. We're told to be mindful of women's rights and to treat women with respect, but the minute we do, we get labeled by women like you as 'feminine' and summarily rejected for not being macho enough. It's a fucked up double standard.
Yes and no. Generally speaking women are attracted to men and not girls in a mans body. Though since you define it as macho sexist men you might overcompensate your feminist mindset by having two extremes colliding with the feminist view of everyone is equal and whatnot while desiring a sexist macho man. Its your brain balancing your opposing views out instead of you being in a moderate and balanced middle of the two.
Feminism is about human rights and dignity and the ability to compete in society. It has nothing to do with sex. People think it does are usually guys who are afraid of equal rights. I want equal rights but I love the penis