I had a infatuation with a female co-worker I did 110% hands down. I did some out of character stuff it seemed to get this girls attention, I acted on signals (she went to lunch with me, laughed joked, had many online chats, knew things about each other variety of things etc.) we felt comfortable with each other. She would ask hey are you joining us for lunch all giddy sounding... always looking at me when a joke was told and laughing.
Then I woke up one day and realized, whoa I really like this person. Instantly a nervousness feeling set in.. whenever I seen her I felt differently, I told my friend about it, and the next thing I know, he goes online and tells her I have a big fat crush on her, and all I had been saying (i guess to spark it between the both of us, get her reaction etc.)
I get deleted with no explanation, and she starts acting differently. She got cold and ignores me and I backed off (wasn't sure didn't wanna get into trouble) I let many months pass and try to talk to her again and she seems so shy and won't have any conversation with me, not even hello and if they are any, it's very short and to the point, and very brief Eye contact. 99% of the time she won't even acknowledge even greet/goodbye.. I can literally be standing beside her and she looks through me... If I get up to get something off the printer, she starts looking around the room for me I think (seems awful coincidental)
After avoiding each other for so long I join the group for lunch again hoping things cleared up. Its peaceful. She only looks and talks to the other people sitting there like I'm invisible, when she gets up to leave, every time she will get up walk over stand beside me (like 2 feet, touching the back of the chair in my personal space kind of) and keep talking the, she turns and leaves.
I just don't get it. I feel like she likes me, but the way she leaves me out and ignores my existence makes me second guess tbings, whether I'm imagining things or not