I'm the kind of person who has always desired an intense and fulfilling long-term relationship while sharing good times and new experiences with that special someone. However, after taking lots of time to reflect on the past and realizing further what I want to pursue in life (school/career), all of a sudden I lost all and any interest in finding a suitable partner, and my focus is shifting much more towards reinventing myself... and I almost feel that getting too invested at this time will distract me. I'm planning on remaining single because I seldom meet guys that are my type. I also grew up in a dysfunctional family ( verbally abusive dad, an older brother with anger issues, emotionally unstable mom) that made me resent guys from a young age.
What you're going through is pretty common. I took a two Yeats hiatus after a breakup. Went back to university, traveled to Italy and France, moved a couple thousands miles away and made some amazing friends.
Concentrate on school and career. You're only young once!!! Make it count.
People generally are attracted to those who possess great personality and character. Just never fails. Your to young and isolated yet to really make a solid judgement like that against yourself. Learn to forgive , just like others would do for you.