I feel for you hun!! I'm sure things will turn for the better!! I would suggest you call Crow havens corner (in Salem) for advice. Call store directly though and pay that way, dont go through pay pal or its by the minute, I learned the fucked up way, so I did both, lolol! They are real good! Or there are incantations you can do yourself, just make sure you only do white light incantations or it will come back on you in three folds! Praying is very important as well!! I wish you well hun! I know heartbreak/heartache is a ma' though. Its crazy how our emotional state of being effects our physical state of being. Message me w results if ya want.