She ruined my childhood and i had no rest at all in my head. It was all about her and her yelling everyday. I used to hang out with her and she completely ruined me and my ability to socialize. I am 24 now and i stayed way too long. I dont have close friends, never had à boyfriend, no life experiences. I suffer from social anxiety now. I grew up isolated. I dont know what to do now. My mom even had à psychotic episode because of her, started hearing voices... am i damaged for ever?
Most Helpful Guy
you just took on the same wounds as your mother and sister... do you see that? they just passed on the problems. You see it I think. Time to rise above it.
All that stuff doesn't matter, your life can change for the better real quick once you let that prior stuff go... but you have to let go of it. We tend to hold onto our wounds for some reason, but to heal, you have to let the past go, forgive them for their weaknesses... as the Bible says... "forgive them... they know not what they do". They are wounded humans wounding others.
People damaged much worse than you have gotten past it and risen to high levels. Many people lost all parents and some succeeded and started businsses and became wealthy and well known. If you can tell your story and the lessons you got from it, you are much better for it.0
Most Helpful Girl
Your seriously blaming your mentally ill sister for the fact you didn't go out and talk to people?1