Sometimes it': quite awkward. My deeply internalized fear of rejection forced me to halfway pull through and halfway pull out in the middle of a kiss, leaving my lover a bit... confused... The same applies with most other forms of physical and verbal affection to pair. There are other times when, in that same moment, I can feel myself steal the lead in a rushdul flurry of anticipation and emotion, relishing myself in the freshness of our first kiss. I dare say it depends on the person, but maybe it's more a question of confidence.
I like a nice, soft, casual first kiss. If she smiles, and I smile, maybe another, but no tongue, or anything aggressive, like biting or anything. I'm more of the sensualist, the romantic, and if she is a good kisser, and I feel something more, I know she's right.
My first kiss with my current boyfriend was a pretty nice. We were walking around our town and he grabbed my hand and pulled me into him and put his hand on my butt. These teenagers told us to get a room and we went and found a quiet bench and made out all night.