Boys don't even look at me. I was walking home and I literally pulled down my shirt and still no one gives af. I dont over do make up, I'm not fat like wtf. There's bond to at least be one guy in real life that thinks I'm attractive. I've never kissed, I've never been on a date, the one time I was ever approached by a guy was a random hobo on the street clearly way older than me who literally threw up right next to me and asked me what my age was. Wtf. Am I just not good enough to not be lonely. Yes I am lonely. I try to even socialize with my extended family and talk to them but I'll never click with anyone. I enjoy being isolated but of course sometimes I get lonely. Why not get a boyfriend? Problem is no matter what I try I'm too awkward for this dating shit. I've even watched Mathew hussey, I still can't manage to attract a guy. And I don't want to long distance date because let's face it no one takes that stuff seriously and it's not real. I think I'm forever alone, a loser. I want to date someone but but obviously I don't know how or I'm just literally a lone wolf, like I'm not even supposed to be with anyone. Maybe I'm just not pretty enough.
Ugh fuck this why am I even writing this im just gonna cut.
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well we can't see a pic of you , but society is so fucked up that we have to go through such bizarre rituals to mate or meet a partner. it seems to be on this site that half the people find it as easy as falling off a log and half the people seem to find it easier to become fluent in swahili than get even one date. im in your camp yet there is really not much help and therapy available for this. im sure you are a nice person yet in the perverse world of dating (i do not use this word lightly) skills and saying the right thing at the right time , even to the point of being mendacious win the day every time. if a girl on a dating site said these are my good things these are my bad things id say if i liked the girl ok the and stuff isn't a big deal to me, and try to move things along. yet we are told that we should conceal any bad baggage. a pity there isn't a site for those of us who wish to honest and candid and find our other half. i hate to say this but reading up on how those who are successful , often with bogus self representation , is the best bet in a bad world here.0