So it was my first kiss! but he didn't know that. basically all my friends have had boyfriends before but I haven't. and well, being 15 and never had a boyfriend is unacceptable. I'm afraid my mom might find out so every time a guy asks me out I refuse. but I've been telling my friends I have a boyfriend since 8th grade and casually break up with them. so yeah. I was having my first kiss by this guy I think I love. so we kept flirting till he leaned in and I kissed him. it was like 5 sec when I realized he wanted to french kiss. so when he started to I was completely grossed out because not only was it my first kiss and it felt weird but he wanted to stick his tongue in my mouth . I quickly stopped and accidentally blurted out you're gross or that was gross. either one don't quite remember! ugh so like now I don't know what to say. I just texted him that I was sorry and I didn't mean that but he was so sincere and was like nah I don't want to hear about it you hurt my feelings lol. ugh but I really do like him a lot. so what do I say I want him back! by the way, he thinks I have a boyfriend , he actually truly has a girlfriend. and before we kissed he was like are you loyal? and I said depends cause well actually I don't have a boyfriends and really wanna kiss him. and then he said well I'm not. also, he lives in another city several hours away but his parents are family friends and well they come basically every other weekend .
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ok 1st what the heck is your problem girl you never lie to the person about being taken. Also some people don't kiss with tongue so maybe your need a guy who doesn't since it grosses you out. Also since he has a girlfriend hello BACK OFF. Guys who have girlfriend but still talk to other girls just want to use you for something else they don't truly love you or care for you. I know you want him back so my advice is give him space for a while. Also tell him that it was ur 1st kiss he should understand and if he doesn't than move on to someone else. And stop liein to your friends , maybe if they knew the truth you could be talking to them right now and they could help you. My friends always help me because I tell them what's going on in my life. Lieing is bad not sayin I'm perfect but just don't lie to boy friends or even best friends because they will find out about it and you could lose both.0